In the past year, this last scholastic year to be more specific, has been really exhausting and has not felt the most rewarding to me.
I ache for challenges. That is just the type of person that I am. When I heard that this course was enjoyable but exhausting and challenging I was ready for it! It was just as I was looking for!
It turned out to be rather mundane but because it is something somewhat dear to me I dare not give up on it just yet. In the meantime, I set myself out to challenge myself and excite myself with something outside of school.
With those feelings, I published my first novella, Despair & Decision, through Amazon’s Kindle Direct Publishing. You can check out some information about that on my books page.
It most definitely is exciting regardless of what the results will be. An adventure does not necessarily mean you will be successful but more that you try your best at something you really enjoy and put a lot of work behind it.
Of course I would be delighted to do well but I certainly also feel that this person that I am now, the person that published that, has already grown up enough for me to be happy about it. It’s a massive difference from the person who could not share any of it with anyone.
What can I say? I’m excited and a little scared but I’m not going to turn back yet. I’ll keep taking firm steps forward.